So tonight I’m going out to a nice restaurant downtown, then I’m walking around the city to take pictures on my film camera, because I haven’t really used it much lately. I promised myself Monday I would do something for myself if I went the rest of the week being in a good mood. And, I have. I’ve had to generate my own happiness this week. And it feels weird to actually have things looking up for once. I just wish I had a girl to go with me tonight. It wouldn’t even have to be a date, really. I just think it would be nice to spend my outing with someone I could compliment all night. Maybe humor a little bit, too.